today after work i went outside on the deck. this is surreal. i’ m sitting there with my peppermint tea, book and a wish that i smoked, but as i don’t i’ve chosen least of the worst and drank my tea (i don’t drink tea or other hot beverages in general), and just enjoyed the moment. i’m not sentimental and i’m not going to copy bad novels with the description of sunset, but DAMN IT!, i’m in the middle of baltic sea, sipping warmish (not hot) tea and looking at what’s left of sunset and all it’s orange and really dark blue (u think it’s black, but it’s not) in it’s contrast is so juicy (yes, that’s the exact adjective) it hurts my eyes.
who gets to live like this? and guess what? i do like my job.
edit: i should’ve posted this yesterday, but this will do as well